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I thought about you again today
I couldn't help it
The thoughts came upon me like an emotion
I thought about the way you laugh
Always in such a humorous way
I thought about the way you smile
Always bright and beautiful
I thought about the way you act
Always with confidence, yet a hint of sensitivity
I thought about the way you embrace me
Always warm and welcoming
When I try to block you out
I always think to myself "well… maybe just a peak"
And I create a small crack in the wall
And these thoughts and feelings spill into my mind
I dreamt about you last night
I couldn't find out where you were
Even though we were in the same room
I couldn't find you
I was scared and desperate
Yet, I never questioned why I felt that way
We aren't together
We're just friends
Yet every time I think about you
My heart beats louder
Every time I see you
I catch myself staring
I want to watch the sky with you
I want to take pictures of the beautiful clouds with you
I want to run through the sprinklers with you
And I want to listen to music with you
But those things I can only do with you
Without you, they hold no meaning
The sky is just a bit sheet of blue
The clouds are just the same I see everyday
The water from the sprinklers is cold
And the music is just the same old lyrics
I wish I could tell you all of these things
I wish I could hold your hand again
I wish you were right here next to me
But I am too scared
I am a coward
I am a spineless worm
And all I can do is wait
I couldn't help it
The thoughts came upon me like an emotion
I thought about the way you laugh
Always in such a humorous way
I thought about the way you smile
Always bright and beautiful
I thought about the way you act
Always with confidence, yet a hint of sensitivity
I thought about the way you embrace me
Always warm and welcoming
When I try to block you out
I always think to myself "well… maybe just a peak"
And I create a small crack in the wall
And these thoughts and feelings spill into my mind
I dreamt about you last night
I couldn't find out where you were
Even though we were in the same room
I couldn't find you
I was scared and desperate
Yet, I never questioned why I felt that way
We aren't together
We're just friends
Yet every time I think about you
My heart beats louder
Every time I see you
I catch myself staring
I want to watch the sky with you
I want to take pictures of the beautiful clouds with you
I want to run through the sprinklers with you
And I want to listen to music with you
But those things I can only do with you
Without you, they hold no meaning
The sky is just a bit sheet of blue
The clouds are just the same I see everyday
The water from the sprinklers is cold
And the music is just the same old lyrics
I wish I could tell you all of these things
I wish I could hold your hand again
I wish you were right here next to me
But I am too scared
I am a coward
I am a spineless worm
And all I can do is wait
Literature
Love is love. -sigh-
If I was a lesbian, would you still love me?
If my best friend was gay, would you hang out with us?
Would you say we were sinning?
Try to get us to repent?
Love is Love.
You've messed it up.
Not everyone believes the same
as you.
Screw you.
Screw your right-wing
psycho-christian
homophobic
thoughts.
He loves them.
Even if you don't.
Literature
Social Suicide?
Oh, someday,
I would love to commit the act,
The act so set on my mind.
I want to commit the act
Of social suicide.
I want to be strung up
By a rainbow dyed rope.
I wish I could shout to the world
What's on my mind.
How I just want to tell
Everyone I know.
But I can't
Because I'm scared.
I know I should be proud of who I am,
But what if others
Aren't proud of what I am?
So I keep to myself,
Until one day
When I am ready to hang by my rainbow rope.
Literature
Be Who You are
I've always wanted to be different,
The guy with the Mohawk,
The guy with the weird religion,
The guy with the weird taste in music,
The guy who didn't fit in.
But sometimes I would be "the wrong kind of different".
The guy who was awkward as hell so they all hated him,
The guy who wanted to call you cute making you think he is a creep,
The guy who didn't want to say the wrong things so you wouldn't hate him,
The guy who wasn't really there.
Other times I wanted to be "your right kind of right"
The guy who called you a gay fag because everyone else was saying it,
The guy who repressed his true identity in order to be like you,
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Just thinking about her again...
arrrgg *headdesk*
i'm ALWAYS thinking about her...
Never stops...
and i dont want to stop thinking about her either..
I hate these stupid emotions but I love them at the same time
arrrgg *headdesk*
i'm ALWAYS thinking about her...
Never stops...
and i dont want to stop thinking about her either..
I hate these stupid emotions but I love them at the same time
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*fistbump of understanding*